I wanna thank my neko.. for prolonging my lifetime by feeding me everyday, taking care of me, and giving me fare money to be able to be with my neko and feel happy despite all the troubles I'm in now. I love you..
I wanna thank Liz rui_hime for feeding me with Chips Ahoy.. waahh.. I so wanna cry for your kindness.. I truly appreciate it. *hugz anak* Now I have food for the night, when I can't get food anywhere 'coz everyone's asleep.. and no one wants to feed me here at home. *cries*
I wanna thank my band for just being there.. ♥ My outlet.. my passion.. my family.
I wanna thank my other friends who've been helping me even though I have nothing to offer but my friendship.. *deeps sighs* This is the time when you get to know who your true friends are.. they will accept you even if you don't have a cent in your pocket.. and nothing to offer..
I wanna thank Poli for the offer.. Dude, sobra.. salamat talaga. I'll text you.. I still have probs with the "finals" eh..
I wanna thank the UST Chem dept. for sponsoring my studies for the next academic year. I am SOOOO greatful I can't even translate it to words. I am so gonna do my best. To Mr. Rudy Chua.. my sponsor.. I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I just realized how rich I am with people willing to help me. I love you all. *cries*
Now.. what I REALLY NEED: Good-paying JOB and an affordable APARTMENT near the UST area.. saw one in Makati, and I am praying that I can get that one!!! XD
The happy part: *sings to the tune of happy birthday, tagalog version* Happy happy happy haaapppppppppyyyyyy~!!! Weeeee~! 2nd msary part 1!!! Kyaaaaaa~! *all genki and high*
The sucky part: I wish, those people who talk behind our backs will just confront the people involved and settle this. It's getting really ridiculous and repetitive.. I'm bored. I don't like repetition. Just say it in front of our face, and stop doing it the cowardly way.. all the cowardly ways that you know.. the only way you can let it out and imply it to us.. crap.. that's just plain cowardly and ridiculous.. and pathetic too, y'know?
You just want to save face, that's why you don't want to say it in our faces. Hah.. *shakes head* I pity you.
No more details.. it's too personal or too long.. so to cut a long story short:
I am penniless.
I am jobless.
I will be homeless soon.
All I have are the stuff I actually bought with my own money.. that includes.. my acoustic and electric guitar, all my anime dvds, my dvd burner, my other cds, my books (are mine, hmph!), my clothes, etc. Ang 'di ko madadala ay ang TV ko.. PS2.. DVD player.. computer (hay), electric fan ko, atbp. Hay.. life.
So now, I am trying to reach out to all my friends who are now reading this.. help? Here are the stuff I will be needing help with:
Work with pay that can accomodate all my possible expenses now that I'm on my own. ASAP.
An apartment to stay.. ASAP. Preferably at the UST area, not too expensive, and have a separate bathroom and entrance.
I need to pay my remaining tuition fee of: P5024.25 before March of this year.
Food and money for everyday expenses.
My hubby.. asawa ko.. neko ko.. has been taking real good care of me since all these happened. And of course, some of my friends too. And I am really thankful.. na maraming nagmamahal sa'kin esp. asawa ko.. ♥ But I can't rely on them forever.. I mean, of course asawa ko na siya.. but she's still studying and ginigipit din siya ng parents nia money-wise.. and I really have to attend to my own needs.. y'know?
So ayun.. since first time kong maging "independent".. medyo mangangapa pa ako.. BIG-TIME...... so now I am asking for help? Please? THANKS A LOT! Comment if you need my resume or mobile number.. thanks!!!
PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARTIN YOUUUUUUUU (yesterday.. sorry I wasn't able to go online)!!!! Yep, solitudinal
Yep, this entry's in Filipino and I'm too lazy to speak in English so.. sorry about that. *sticks out tongue* =p
Hayy.. nag-crave ako ng McDo.. eh part of my deal with my mom to keep LSS ay magsimba every Sunday. Hindi ako satanista o ano ah.. hindi lang ako naniniwala sa mga nagpapatakbo ng Church.. I think it's a conspiracy. ANYWAY..
Kasama ko yung tita ko na nagrea-"reach-out" sa akin.. sinamahan nia 'ko sa McDo.. weeeeee~! Twister Fries! At nagkwentuhan.. haggang sa napasok na naman sa usapan yung naging issue ko..
And my tita actually made sense, y'know? I underestimated her. Kala ko magppreach na naman sia sa'kin like she always did before.. eh ngeion.. parang nagbago na sia ng GREAT DEAL.. for the better.. mabuti naman. *^_^*
At naliwanagan ako..
I'm not changing my decision though.. I am still standing my ground.. and I won't give up. I know what I'm fighting for.. and it's not for nothing. It's for everything..
Mas naliwanagan lang ako.. and my plan is getting clearer now.
And yep, TULOY ANG PLANO! All systems go! XD
Kaya lang.. naman.. of all ARTISTS na ipapatugtog sa McDo.. CUESHE PA! >______< *plugs ears*
Naku, stat na naman bukas.. si DR ata galit-na-galit na sa'kin.. >_
Honestly.. I was pissed the whole day. Why? Because of CSC.. yep, sorry.. even if a CSC member reads this, I really don't care. I am telling the truth.
It was originally 7pm.. then when I went to the office for the deciding of the order of local bands.. they tell me that the gig for the local bands are now separate from LIVRE and now starts @4pm... WTF?!? And they tell us this, @12PM of the same gig day!!!?!!?!?! AND WE PLAY 2ND?!!?
AND I HAVEN'T BROUGHT MY OUTFIT! Yep, I wasn't able to prepare it the other night and that morning.. 'coz.. well, I was havin' fun sleeping. O_O That's why I WAS UBER LATE FOR BIOSTAT TODAY AGAIN.. so I didn't attend it at all. *deep sighs* Galit na si Mam DR sa'kin.. >_<
So yeah, all plans for the day RUINED. If I'd have known.. I would have prepared (sleep, food, state-of-mind) for the Animax POW WOW Challenge.. 'coz now I can go.
So I FLEW home.. got my outfit.. printed the form thingies for the POW WOW contest.. and FLEW to the practice studio @ Maceda. [prax]
We arrived at the venue at around 4.30pm.. whoa, still no bands playing! And they said, call time was BEFORE 4pm.. >_< Crap. We waited until like.. 6pm before we were able to play.. and we played FIRST now.
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The girl from CSC wanted us to play while there were no people at the grounds yet.. YEP, hindi pa sila nagpapapasok.. >_< I prolonged our "soundcheck" time so when the people start coming in.. that's when we can cplay.. hehe. And that's what happened. *^_^* At around 6:30/6:45.. we started to play 2 songs: Shell and Zutto Kimi No Soba De.. the people liked the second song better though.. probably because it came from a really well-known anime. XD
After that.. well, it was pretty okay. Sayang yung mga sinabihan ko na hindi nakapanood.. hay.. wala pa naman kaming vid nun.. ah well.
All my friends, please fill these up and comment them to me. XD Arigatou!
o1. Name: o2. Birthday: o3. Place of residence: o4. What makes you happy?: o5. What are you listening to now/have listened to last?: o6. Do you read my LJ?: o7. If you do, what is particularly good/bad about it?: o8. An interesting fact about you: o9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment?: 1o. Favourite place to be: 11. Favourite lyric: 12. Best time of the year:
RECOMMEND o1. A film: o2. A book: o3. A band, a song and an album:
PLUS o1. One thing you like about me: o2. Two things you like about yourself: o3. Put this in your LJ so I can tell you what I think of you.
-------------- If you happen to read my blog.. I am unhappy. Very unhappy. And until I don't get what I truly want.. that I know I truly deserve.. I won't stop until I do get it. I'm sorry.. but sometimes, one has to stand up for oneself when it's already too much.
Like it has been since the "event" a few days ago. *deep sighs* Let's enumerate, shall we?
1) I was expecting a higher grade for Biostat.. gahh.. I got a prelim grade of 60?!??! >___< The only consolation I have is that.. I passed. So yeah. Come on, ANOVA! XD
2) LSS bibbo-day with HERO TV postponed (hopefully not cancelled) 'coz the person who were supposed to introduce us is MIA.. >_< Kuya Arch.. you're starting to be an apparition to me. Please show up.. T_T
3) Marriage and Family Finals was UNEXPECTEDLY DIFFICULT. >_< It's too objective, too law-full.. it's got stuff I don't even know WHERE it came from. O_O GAH.. good thing I won't have to worry about that now, ne? :P
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